Ida.

Thank you God for making me so wonderful, that's a sentence I have started to hide deep in my heart, and I'm seriously feeling that way, and that is marvellous to feel amazing. God can change hearts u know, totally. And it is so good and hopegiving, even for myself. To see that God has changed my heart, and to know he can do it again, cause I still have plenty stuff that I'm fighting with. My goal is upwards, and I'm going to the nextlevel, taking next step when God is telling me hey, up with u lazygirl. I love God, badbadbadbad. Some days, it just feels like pressure to know God, all these minutes and hours I shud put on searching his face and glory and tasks and heart... but when God is turning my eyes and my heart, and just putting them straight on him to let me see what everything is about then I can't feel pressure any more. It will always be days which will feel hard and sometimes even totally unnecessary.. but God has it in his hands and everything is about Him. I'm longing to really walk in the plans of God, and I know I am on my way all the time. I thank God for mercy, cause I have recognized I need it pretty often.. 50 times a day or something.. I wish I could show God to people more, only by existing and living a life that pleases him. I am 20 years and engaged, and there is so much for me to come by the grace of God, it is amazing and I am so looking forward to see what will happen. I got the best man to be of them all, totally cool how God can put two persons together just like that, from total different places.. and it all just works out perfectly. We do have our challenges.. for example how to get back together.. :D but, we are trusting God for working that out too, and I know he will, he did it last time and he surely can and will do it again.



u want to find ur real face? Search God. I wish I could get u guys to feel the feeling I'm having right now. I know exactly what I mean, but no words are coming. U wont find urself before u find God, u know that, right? Maybe it is time to give it a try, I promise, it is a lot more fun and better and intresting and giving to live as who u are made to be.. than to search in a lot of different stuff and when u are old finally turn to Jesus.. do it as young and ur life will be wow. God loves u, are u ready to let his love reach ur heart?